Live

Haven't been blogging at all. Makes me wonder what I have been doing..

Today, I went to work as usual, but i got a kind of short tempered today. Hot and Cold.
Think my mum sensed it and she inquisitively asked me if I was happy working here, meanwhile, having an agenda on her mind. I guess, she was testing if she could keep me even after next year.

As for me, I have been browsing some other sites and looking for future jobs to be in, after the one year contract. Thinking what should I be working as. Seems like my mum really wants me in. Saying that, it will be your business you know..(Sounds like she already has someone in mind to hand down to..)
The thing is..is not really my kind of thing exactly. The more I work, the more I daydream about expanding the business somehow..It hit me that doing my business is not something I do like. Of course at some point of time, people hope to have a business, something to call their own..just that, is not exactly my thing.

Well, I have no idea that is my thing. Only, watching too much fairytales when I was young..all i think was finding the one.

Right now? I'm' thinking of Joshua. Now that he is in ICT, I miss his presence. Think I took him for granted at times etc..wanna embrace him tightly. He sent me a message saying, " We are on the same side of the moon." Which was a great comfort for me. Thank you Joshua. You are always such a Sweet Heart. =)

What do I do with my Life?
I live it.

=)