Awkardly quiet

It seems funny without Joshua no that he is at Church camp. The house seem a lot more quiet. I had the opportunity to meet up with Miko and we are going for Spa today @ 1pm!

Just that it clashes with the rehearsal i'm suppose to be at. Imagine if it was like a long time ago when I don't check my email, I would probably not even know about the role and rehearsal until today!!!

Seriously, I wish that I'm asked if I'm available or wanna take up the role rather than assigning it to me just like that. Well, but since Joshua is not in Singapore, so I'm free..after my Spa.
The next time, better not do it like that!!! Like ask me...not say hey you are doing this role just like that.

Sometimes I wonder is it because it is like a Church activity so I would not reject and thus people do take it for granted that I will just say yes.

Perhaps. (Must not be that way ok! Like what if I'm overseas, have other things plan etc)

Since now I accept it, I shall do it with a joyful heart. =)

And after Spa, then rehearsal then I'm going cycling with Claris.
Yup.. Then perhaps swimming? Either one. Cause I do need to exercise.

I gained 5kg!

Seems like everything I say is pretty superficial.
You think so too right? (Just admit it if you are)

This Christmas, during the sermon,
the speaker gave us 7 reasons to celebrate Christmas - all rounded aspects.
Definitely not the glitz and glitter that we are seeing. Not the presents that we are giving or receiving.

He took it from Mark 1: 9-45

Through the passage..shows 7 reasons.

1) God came to dwell among us. (Jesus baptized by John and heavens part and the Spirit descenging upon Him like a dove)
2) Jesus conquered all sins. (Tempted by Satan for 40 days)
3)
4)
5) Jesus victorious and have authority over evil Spirits (Jesus casts out an unclean spirit)
6) No little problem is too insignificant with God
7)vJesus provides full restoration (Heals Leper and have him to show himself to the priest - 'certify that he is ok and no longer an outcast in his community)

Can't remember 3 & 4.. but will ask Joy.

Anyway, so look past the superficial this Christmas and spend time alone with God. Experience the fullness this Christmas.  =)

Gotta go!

Prayer answered

I just looked back on my blog and realize that God had answer my prayer with the two favorable reply..well,I'm not sure if it is exactly a favorable for my work issue cause it seems like I may not be able to join the centre I want with aunt lily... But least I have a reply. Gonna meet them again on the 13 dec. I got an email from my da jie! It seems like forever or she has forgotten about me. Then, I got a reply from her! Well why do I wanna keep in contact with her? Least is the only connection we have right now.. So I just have to be contented for now. Wonder if soon she will let me visit her when the baby is born. Imagine.. If she actually gave birth on christmas! Awesome!

Joshua stayed in his office till late last night but guess I should not have used the word work hard. Just say work longer. Is not that I imply he doesn't work hard if he don't stay back.. Well, wrong use of words can affect a person, remember that.

As for me, I really can't wait for work to be over and get on to happy holidays! Though my muscles are aching still.. Ran standard charter 10 km and I know that my right toe nail is gone. Supposedly because of the way I run. Hmm.. And at ikea last night I weighed myself. I'm 50 kg! That is a whole lot of weight I gained! So now that I'm faced with reality of myself putting on 5 kg!!! I gotta do something about it. Like seriously. Cause last time I'm like taking forever to reach 46 kg and now I'm way pass that! Ok.. Gonna do sit up now.. Tata

Happy holidays!!!! :)

I have no clue

Totally! At all! That school end of year is super duper busy!

I'm having a little phobia of catch-up classes now. Because there are too many! No wonder I always have the bad feeling for having classes during the school holidays. It gets a little too much and confusing after awhile, for my brain to remember. Usually I can, but this time, I kind of lost track.
Not just too many catch-up but after arranging and re-arranging.

Is ok. As long as parents are happy and get to enjoy their holidays. =)

Joshua gave me a blue rose today! =) Wee! That is just so sweet! So, a busy day is not my messy hair day today. =) OK. Gonna head home soon.

Joshua has a new iPhone!!!

So sudden right! So now I'm actually blogging with his ipodtouch! Awesome! So exciting! Ok blog later

Independent and Dependable....and My Da Jie

After a certain incident, I told myself that I shall be independent as usual, but this time dependable.

Do you think I'm growing? It is the first timesuch thought occur to me.
Dependable. Having people to believe in me and trust that I can be a problem solver in a problematic situation rather than to stand at a corner watching.

Standing at a corner was a solution that I came up with a long time ago which became a behaviour when there is a problem. Because, my helping action was just causing much more problem to the people around me. So, I started to back off.

Right now, I think that is not what it should be.

I should still help. And be better! Help out so that the problem actually get solved!

Afterall, we are a community of people. The world will be a better place for us to help each other rather than say, I shall be independent and solve my own problems and you solve yours..Like where is the interaction?

I kind of relate to Tarzan when he was a child. Haha..

Ok just a thought. I feel like lazing..



Da Jie.
Seems like forever since she reply my mail.
Either she is busy, overseas, or taking care of herself and baby..
Or she just decide not to reply me.

Perhaps because I told people that hey! I can talk to my sister through mail and everyone starts mailing her...

But whatever is the case, I'm still waiting for her mail, and another for my new training!

God, I pray that I will have 2 favourable email replies..

See you!
Take Care Da Jie

Love Language - Touch

I'm reading a book on love languages of children. And I really feel that my love language is touch. Just a comment.

Who is working today?

Poor Joshua, he is working now, cause he needs to amend some data for his boss.

Whoever is working today, JIA YOU!