Thursday, July 12, 2007
yesterday, today, tml
hey! you know what! my baby called me yesterday and this morning! i know i know you people must be getting bored to this news but i'm so not! why? obviously it is because he is my baby! you just act, feel experience differently when it is with the one you love don't you? so it is the same way for me too!!! hehe..anyway, i'm 'designing a new skin for my blog..haven been taking quite a long time and will continue to do so but i hope i can finish it asap and the way i want it so look out for my new blog skin!!!!it is gonna be gorgeous, to me at least..haha..
Monday, July 9, 2007
Well, i just got a little bored tidying my room which never seems to get tidied so went online and did some quizzes! Check it out!
I can't believe that i'm more a woman than a girl! this is really unexpected. Especially when people around me like Kings say that i'm not matured. See! i told you i am!
| You Are 24% Girly |
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href="http://www.blogger.com/How Girly Are You?
well, this is quite expected no surprise to me.| Your Waist to Hip Ratio is 0.8 |
 You are quite curvy. Most clothes look great on you. |
| Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male |
 Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
| You Are Bold And Brave |
 But daring? Not usually? You tend to like to make calculated risks. So while you may not be base jumping any time soon... You are up for whatever's new and (a little) exciting! |
| You are 53% Virgo |
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| You Are A Woman! |
 Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife! |
I can't believe that i'm more a woman than a girl! this is really unexpected. Especially when people around me like Kings say that i'm not matured. See! i told you i am!
| You Will Be a Modern Bride! |
 While you aren't ready to throw away all wedding traditions, you want a wedding with a twist You're more inspired by celebrity weddings on E! than from bridal magazines Whether this means getting married on the beach barefoot or a mariachi band for the reception... Your wedding will be a blend of old and new - white dress cocktail, personalized vows, whatever suites you!!! |
2 weeks more
2 more weeks till baby comes back to Singapore. But you know, although this is the longest trip baby is having, i feel that it has been the best one though. No, not because he has been gone the longest but because, he calls back all the way from Taiwan to talk to me! for the previous times, is like dont even know what is happening to him over there. So i'm really happy! : ) Oh and he called me yesterday again!!! baby thanks for calling me it realy means a lot to me!
Oh and yesterday was my dad's birthday..mummy ask us to fork out some money so that we could get him an office roller chair as his birthday present since the one he has now is really in bad condition..yup and my mum's birthday is coming too! 16th July..so when 16th July come remember to wish my mum happy birthday!! : )
Oh and yesterday was my dad's birthday..mummy ask us to fork out some money so that we could get him an office roller chair as his birthday present since the one he has now is really in bad condition..yup and my mum's birthday is coming too! 16th July..so when 16th July come remember to wish my mum happy birthday!! : )
A few thanksgiving before i start my day.
Thank God! For the refreshing weather once again. It rained, cooling the weather for me to have a nice and wonderful sleep for the whole night! i love the rain! Oh! and for the smoothie my mum made before i left for work! it is delicious and cooling and refreshing! the best way to start your day when you just get up! and an apple to make my day too! By the way this is my breakfast. And i REALLY think that this is the BEST BREAKFAST i ever had! Fresh! Yup! So thank God!
Oh Oh Oh! and she made smoothie for pastor too! so my mum helped both of us refresh ourselves in this refreshing weather! wow! I like smoothie! Hope to have more often! hehe..ok i can make it myself too!!!
Oh Oh Oh! and she made smoothie for pastor too! so my mum helped both of us refresh ourselves in this refreshing weather! wow! I like smoothie! Hope to have more often! hehe..ok i can make it myself too!!!
Saturday, July 7, 2007
On bus 58
Hmm, while i was on the bus i was penning thoughts down in my head..,somehow like there is a diary in my head too!! Firstly let me say that last night was the best sleep i had in days!!!!!!! Because i finally thought to myself..Argh! heck care lah just sleep in da jie's room cause i was so tired and i really dont wanna wake up in the middle of the night plus i had dance prac the next day which is today lah basically...and already at the prayer meeting i was already pretty dizzy le..felt as though i can get unconscious any moment. So, i slept in my da jie's room. Switched on the air-con and slept but of course..after da jie's mj and returning to her room she would naturally switch off the air con open the window and turn on the fan..which is fine by me anyway since her room is much cooler than mine. For once, i slept 'peacefully' - meaning that there is no biggie noisy fan that goes won won won...seriously!!!you dont believe just ask anyone in my family! ask iz ask baby ask anyone who has heard the loud fan speak as i allow electricity to pass through it! Sleeping in da jie's room was like so a blessing to me..peacefully quiet..
Not only that!!! it rained last night! and made the weather refreshing and cool and cosy at the same time..you know what i mean..it wasnt thunder storm but just rain that did just fine..you know you know! the sleeping weather..Singaporeans should know it unless they only just experience air-con their entire life!!!
And then what happens next? Sebastian starts singing his song. In case you do not know, the song 'under the sea' is my alarm clock..So sometimes i really find Sebastian really naggy..lol..but that's the point..in order for me to get up..but then i felt i was having the giddy thingy and was extremely tempted to say that i've got a headache and not go for dance.and after a few snoozes and sebastian's nagging i pulled myself together saying darnz! Just get up girl!!! so i got up and when i did, the giddy thingy just disappeared. Only then i realized that it was my head playing games with me. I wasnt actually giddy it was just an illusion my head was giving as an excuse not to get up.. Yupz. So next time when you dont feel like getting up just suck it up and get up! Cause for all you know it is your head playing games with you..
Dance was unexpected. Cause last week prac was hectic and exhausting. Tell you i was like half dead and i expect this to be worse. But thank God it was not. We just hmm, danced once..backup for props and decide on our costumes. So by going for this prac which 'luckily' i did..i got the feel of what is going on and confirmed my costumes. ehh..that's the next topic...
For the sake of the ministry. These are the few words we have been using. Cause as you know the girl's dance is this retro dance to the music "Girls just want to have fun". Retro clothes. EWW!! That is so not me! and seriously if my juniors see me in it or just anyone..i will be the joke of the day. You should see the faces of the girls as we were assigned with our costumes. But for the sake of the ministry...i'm assigned to wear this poky doty leggings, skirt, tank top over some swimming costume kinda clothes. Can you just imagine that? i think you better not. Well, enough details. Wait until the performance and take pictures of what the dancers are wearing and the you will know exactly how it looks like. So keep reading my posts!!! hehe..oh but the YFC 50th anniversary is only on the 3-4th August. Wait till then, i will write my reflection about it!
After dance, i went home. Still pretty sleepy cause it was the sleepy weather today..just after the rain where the air is fresh and cooling..but i had to go to Ah Ma's house. It was been awhile since we went there. And my mum has been nagging us to go so yupz. okok. if my mum sees this word nagging she is going to say this is call nag meh? i where got nag? Say a bit then say i nag..you know what i mean. But how do you say it in another word? say that she has been repeating to us for the past few days that we have to go to Ah Ma's house and we must make our time free again and again? hmm...well..why not you help me find the right word to describe it?
Well, over there it was just pretty just much our family plus my third aunt and my Ah Ma. Our other relatives werent there. We didnt play Chinese cards..my dad? well that is like his mother's house..but he just basically sat in the living room to watch t.v, cheryl and claris were studying da jie was reading magazine. my mum was talking to Ah Ma. So that was the scene when i reached there. What did i do? hmm, offering seaweeds to mei meis and organizing my songs in this laptop transferring songs to the MP3..cause iz gonna re format this lap top. Cause it has been giving weird problems. Like..the virus scan dont know what happen not working anymore. Suddenly cannot play dvd on my laptop, and cannot dl stuff when pple send things to me in mail as attachment. and everything..okok labtop, i'm not saying that you are stupid. IZ said it. Oh yeah by the way my laptop has feelings one..got emotions. So sometimes when it gives problem i will scold it or sayang it. Like the one time i was shutting down but it took really long then i scolded it like can't you just shut down and immediately went to the 'fa me la ti' the shutting down. Well, i guess it is like that when there is only 2 people in the office. You just needa create another 'person'..to make it more crowded?
So anyway, we stayed there for awhile only..i still thought i had time to blog there but nope. My dad got bored and wanted to leave. and we went to J8 (Ah Ma's house near there) to walk around look see look see..And we sure did just look see look see..only when we encounter with some digital stuff did we really walk in. Kinda reminds me of the time when Iz Bk and i went shopping at Bugis Street just yesterday. I mean we just walked! w/o going into any shops!!! And i was like there is a guy's shop here..but they kinda just walk past it?..no touching of the clothes no going through the racks...And i was kinda overwhelmed with the things around me cause most are girls suff and you still have to include the speed that they were walking..yupz. And as we were walking half way..i was surprised to find Iz finding something that attracted him! So did Bk...But they didnt touch anything! We just walk past shops and they saw what they wanted and seriously i had no clue what had attracted them. In the end, Iz didnt get anything. Bk got a jeans and a shirt..i got myself 3 pairs of earrings and 2 t-shirt and a shorts! hah! oh man i really gotta stop buying t-shirts..but...
so enough of bugis street back to J8. the only thing that cheryl and i were interested in for electronic stuff is..CAMERA and VIDEO CAMERA! so of course we went through and touch here and there play with it looking at the price..and cheryl asked me to get a new camera..and i said no. Cause i have a camera which i got it last year..still good and usable and doing good..but looks like it is not anymore..Cause i just got a call from my baby saying that he got a bad news for me. that it rained yesterday in Taiwan and he brought my camera out and it got wet and now somehow spoil le...........Well my only concern at that time was..is the memory card ok???you must be like what?! which is more expensive my dear but i was thinking of the photos in the memory card..it is the pictures that matter..although i think i did transfer the pics to my laptop. I did right? eh...
But not to worry he said it was fine. it is the camera and would get me a NEW CAMERA! But should i get a camera just like that? i'm in no rush ba..i think. so for the next dunno how many post..no pics for you all pls bear with it..bear with the words..bear with my stories. i shall have more paragraphs instead of one big chunk.
We had dinner at Crystal Jade..ate until we bloat. But it was just me cheryl and mum and dad. But it was cool...I just somehow kinda get use to eating chinese food in chinese restaurants. Trained since young. Chinese food has never been eat once, love it. EXCEPT for XIAO LONG BAO! but they don't have but it is ok. rating..alright loh. As i said, i just get use to eating chinese food. Oh but their red bean paste is a bit to the sweet side..yupz. so dont order that if you cannot take too sweet stuff.
Then we went to NTUC supermarket. Seriously as an experienced first hand witness..whatever you call it..when you have children next time, bring them to eat dinner or lunch whatsoever first before bringing them to the supermarket to shop for your groceries. You will find that you can save a lot of money on snacks. Cause as a kid myself in the past..and experience from my family, after a whole load of food stuffed into your stomach, you won't feel like eating snacks. Even if you did, you will just take a bit of snacks. The danger time to shop for groceries is just before lunch or breakfast cause that is when your stomach is like shouting "feed me! Feed ME!!" Then you will confirm buy a lot of snacks...so today, i did take a few stuff..no snacks though. Just lots of fruits..the sight of snacks just make me feel more bloated but fruits..gives the impression of helping me digest the food properly. so yar, took honey dew, apples, orange..wanted to get papaya but mummy had already gone to get the other essential stuffs like rice, milk..and i can do w/o papaya..
claris is smart lah. she already wrote a list of snacks for mummy to buy for her while she went out with her friends..potatp chips. peanuts, mocha, chunky soup, bars.........
so now i'm home pretty worn out..oh! i got new toothbrush by the way! FINALLY! Systema. Really like using this brand of toothbrush. Personally recommend it! Yuppe! now no need to use free hotel tooth brush le..a toothbrush to call my own..
Not only that!!! it rained last night! and made the weather refreshing and cool and cosy at the same time..you know what i mean..it wasnt thunder storm but just rain that did just fine..you know you know! the sleeping weather..Singaporeans should know it unless they only just experience air-con their entire life!!!
And then what happens next? Sebastian starts singing his song. In case you do not know, the song 'under the sea' is my alarm clock..So sometimes i really find Sebastian really naggy..lol..but that's the point..in order for me to get up..but then i felt i was having the giddy thingy and was extremely tempted to say that i've got a headache and not go for dance.and after a few snoozes and sebastian's nagging i pulled myself together saying darnz! Just get up girl!!! so i got up and when i did, the giddy thingy just disappeared. Only then i realized that it was my head playing games with me. I wasnt actually giddy it was just an illusion my head was giving as an excuse not to get up.. Yupz. So next time when you dont feel like getting up just suck it up and get up! Cause for all you know it is your head playing games with you..
Dance was unexpected. Cause last week prac was hectic and exhausting. Tell you i was like half dead and i expect this to be worse. But thank God it was not. We just hmm, danced once..backup for props and decide on our costumes. So by going for this prac which 'luckily' i did..i got the feel of what is going on and confirmed my costumes. ehh..that's the next topic...
For the sake of the ministry. These are the few words we have been using. Cause as you know the girl's dance is this retro dance to the music "Girls just want to have fun". Retro clothes. EWW!! That is so not me! and seriously if my juniors see me in it or just anyone..i will be the joke of the day. You should see the faces of the girls as we were assigned with our costumes. But for the sake of the ministry...i'm assigned to wear this poky doty leggings, skirt, tank top over some swimming costume kinda clothes. Can you just imagine that? i think you better not. Well, enough details. Wait until the performance and take pictures of what the dancers are wearing and the you will know exactly how it looks like. So keep reading my posts!!! hehe..oh but the YFC 50th anniversary is only on the 3-4th August. Wait till then, i will write my reflection about it!
After dance, i went home. Still pretty sleepy cause it was the sleepy weather today..just after the rain where the air is fresh and cooling..but i had to go to Ah Ma's house. It was been awhile since we went there. And my mum has been nagging us to go so yupz. okok. if my mum sees this word nagging she is going to say this is call nag meh? i where got nag? Say a bit then say i nag..you know what i mean. But how do you say it in another word? say that she has been repeating to us for the past few days that we have to go to Ah Ma's house and we must make our time free again and again? hmm...well..why not you help me find the right word to describe it?
Well, over there it was just pretty just much our family plus my third aunt and my Ah Ma. Our other relatives werent there. We didnt play Chinese cards..my dad? well that is like his mother's house..but he just basically sat in the living room to watch t.v, cheryl and claris were studying da jie was reading magazine. my mum was talking to Ah Ma. So that was the scene when i reached there. What did i do? hmm, offering seaweeds to mei meis and organizing my songs in this laptop transferring songs to the MP3..cause iz gonna re format this lap top. Cause it has been giving weird problems. Like..the virus scan dont know what happen not working anymore. Suddenly cannot play dvd on my laptop, and cannot dl stuff when pple send things to me in mail as attachment. and everything..okok labtop, i'm not saying that you are stupid. IZ said it. Oh yeah by the way my laptop has feelings one..got emotions. So sometimes when it gives problem i will scold it or sayang it. Like the one time i was shutting down but it took really long then i scolded it like can't you just shut down and immediately went to the 'fa me la ti' the shutting down. Well, i guess it is like that when there is only 2 people in the office. You just needa create another 'person'..to make it more crowded?
So anyway, we stayed there for awhile only..i still thought i had time to blog there but nope. My dad got bored and wanted to leave. and we went to J8 (Ah Ma's house near there) to walk around look see look see..And we sure did just look see look see..only when we encounter with some digital stuff did we really walk in. Kinda reminds me of the time when Iz Bk and i went shopping at Bugis Street just yesterday. I mean we just walked! w/o going into any shops!!! And i was like there is a guy's shop here..but they kinda just walk past it?..no touching of the clothes no going through the racks...And i was kinda overwhelmed with the things around me cause most are girls suff and you still have to include the speed that they were walking..yupz. And as we were walking half way..i was surprised to find Iz finding something that attracted him! So did Bk...But they didnt touch anything! We just walk past shops and they saw what they wanted and seriously i had no clue what had attracted them. In the end, Iz didnt get anything. Bk got a jeans and a shirt..i got myself 3 pairs of earrings and 2 t-shirt and a shorts! hah! oh man i really gotta stop buying t-shirts..but...
so enough of bugis street back to J8. the only thing that cheryl and i were interested in for electronic stuff is..CAMERA and VIDEO CAMERA! so of course we went through and touch here and there play with it looking at the price..and cheryl asked me to get a new camera..and i said no. Cause i have a camera which i got it last year..still good and usable and doing good..but looks like it is not anymore..Cause i just got a call from my baby saying that he got a bad news for me. that it rained yesterday in Taiwan and he brought my camera out and it got wet and now somehow spoil le...........Well my only concern at that time was..is the memory card ok???you must be like what?! which is more expensive my dear but i was thinking of the photos in the memory card..it is the pictures that matter..although i think i did transfer the pics to my laptop. I did right? eh...
But not to worry he said it was fine. it is the camera and would get me a NEW CAMERA! But should i get a camera just like that? i'm in no rush ba..i think. so for the next dunno how many post..no pics for you all pls bear with it..bear with the words..bear with my stories. i shall have more paragraphs instead of one big chunk.
We had dinner at Crystal Jade..ate until we bloat. But it was just me cheryl and mum and dad. But it was cool...I just somehow kinda get use to eating chinese food in chinese restaurants. Trained since young. Chinese food has never been eat once, love it. EXCEPT for XIAO LONG BAO! but they don't have but it is ok. rating..alright loh. As i said, i just get use to eating chinese food. Oh but their red bean paste is a bit to the sweet side..yupz. so dont order that if you cannot take too sweet stuff.
Then we went to NTUC supermarket. Seriously as an experienced first hand witness..whatever you call it..when you have children next time, bring them to eat dinner or lunch whatsoever first before bringing them to the supermarket to shop for your groceries. You will find that you can save a lot of money on snacks. Cause as a kid myself in the past..and experience from my family, after a whole load of food stuffed into your stomach, you won't feel like eating snacks. Even if you did, you will just take a bit of snacks. The danger time to shop for groceries is just before lunch or breakfast cause that is when your stomach is like shouting "feed me! Feed ME!!" Then you will confirm buy a lot of snacks...so today, i did take a few stuff..no snacks though. Just lots of fruits..the sight of snacks just make me feel more bloated but fruits..gives the impression of helping me digest the food properly. so yar, took honey dew, apples, orange..wanted to get papaya but mummy had already gone to get the other essential stuffs like rice, milk..and i can do w/o papaya..
claris is smart lah. she already wrote a list of snacks for mummy to buy for her while she went out with her friends..potatp chips. peanuts, mocha, chunky soup, bars.........
so now i'm home pretty worn out..oh! i got new toothbrush by the way! FINALLY! Systema. Really like using this brand of toothbrush. Personally recommend it! Yuppe! now no need to use free hotel tooth brush le..a toothbrush to call my own..
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
projectRooM.
Seriously while the choir thingy is crumbling down, i got a new project in mind!! my room! In case you are wondering what choir thingy..it is a long story. the problem is that the children dont wanna sing. maybe i needa alter my plan a bit like more acting instead. i'm sure that will have a more positive response. Will it? But seriously do i really click well with the kids like pastor said? i still am not sure. Anyway why am i still thinking about church stuff? i'm having leave..argh! There is like something wrong with me totally after that O.T. on friday. I practically went mad in my routine. Pushed myself for dance on saturday..rushed to meet leroy for the 'last time' before he goes to Taiwan..and sunday i became braindead. And the condition of my room is definitely not helping me...no aircon, stuffy and all..and i just realized that my room is 4 degrees higher than the living room!!!Argh! you know you know!
I always convinced myself that it is just my brain playing tricks on me because i really wanted an aircon..but then..it was only till today that i realized that i'm so not plaing tricks on myself..when downstairs is 29 degrees, my room is 33.5 degrees!!no wonder it is so hot..and not the exercise rom climbing the stairs that is contributing to it...and i havent been sleeping well for the last dont know how long always waking up in the middle of the night in prespiration. Like last night..i was hoping that it was going to be 6 soon so that i can go down to my mei room and sleep where it is much more cooler and cosy. And you must really know the difference between cosy and stuffy. My room: stuffy. Mei room: cosy. But guess what! it was only 4 plus in the morning!!! but seriously i think no one really cares cause their room are fine! If only they would sleep just a night in my room and understand my condition...hmm..or i can spoil their air con accidentally...then they would get all the aircon fixed once and for all!!!!!!!!!! but that is such a mean idea right? i'm not a meanie..so, i've come out with this plan call projectRooM!
Well it kinda requires dismentalling my furniture a bit. And i promise you it is just a bit. And so i like wanted to 'seek consent' from my mom and told her that i intend to take m furniture down. And what i got was a strong rejection!!! SHE IS SUPPOSE TO SAY YES!!!nevertheless, i' still continuing with the project. Cause..her obvious main concern is the things 'packed in my furniture' In my point of view i think it is 'hidden"!! hello...we dont go and use the things in my furniture anymore...like Legos and Barbie dolls and stuff toys..loads of them..but i know we cant just throw them away. Don't worry i will be very considerate. I will still ensure that those things will still be hidden somewhere in my room..Unless somethings really useless like..those plastic big bulbs that have absolutley no use..to me..i'm gonna out in the recycle bin. Asyou know, i'm like pretty frank here but still when you read this don't go around telling everyone..
As for now, i've fixed some puzzles that were initially hidden in my furniture and intend to glue them to my wall..Which means i've technically created more storage space to put other things...In case you are pretty blur let me explain. In my furniture i have 2 storage space. And my plan is to take away one storage space (say 1) so i'm left with storage space no. 2. And now my plan is to create as much space in storage space in 2 so as to accomodate the things that were initially in no. 1 get it?
So right..when the time when i really take my furniture apart, my mum wouldnt be so mad cause..her stuff are still stored in my room..I'm not gonna create a mess..but of course my room now is in a mess..but dont worry when the time comes..it will be great! And i wont be sleeping above the table but on the floor where the fan can blow me direct and i as the owner of the room will be happy and satisfied with it.
Well if you know me for some time, my room really never takes the tidy form for very long and come to think of it i think it is because i'm never really satisfied with the arrangement of my room. I mean the furniture has been in the same place since pri 6..7-8 years already..now that is really a long time and all i'm asking is to change the things around to get a new view of things..and a room that will look bigger..look bigger..this is important cause now my room really looks like it needs space!!!!!!!!!! for air to circulate and all..wow..i wrote really long..hmm..now about the choir thingy..seriously, i think i needa stop the YFC concept of people coming down to prac..i mean these are children..those who come for prac in YFC are like in sec school..JC..uni..working..people who are more independant. Haiz...needa think of a plan that can accomodate parents and the children
I always convinced myself that it is just my brain playing tricks on me because i really wanted an aircon..but then..it was only till today that i realized that i'm so not plaing tricks on myself..when downstairs is 29 degrees, my room is 33.5 degrees!!no wonder it is so hot..and not the exercise rom climbing the stairs that is contributing to it...and i havent been sleeping well for the last dont know how long always waking up in the middle of the night in prespiration. Like last night..i was hoping that it was going to be 6 soon so that i can go down to my mei room and sleep where it is much more cooler and cosy. And you must really know the difference between cosy and stuffy. My room: stuffy. Mei room: cosy. But guess what! it was only 4 plus in the morning!!! but seriously i think no one really cares cause their room are fine! If only they would sleep just a night in my room and understand my condition...hmm..or i can spoil their air con accidentally...then they would get all the aircon fixed once and for all!!!!!!!!!! but that is such a mean idea right? i'm not a meanie..so, i've come out with this plan call projectRooM!
Well it kinda requires dismentalling my furniture a bit. And i promise you it is just a bit. And so i like wanted to 'seek consent' from my mom and told her that i intend to take m furniture down. And what i got was a strong rejection!!! SHE IS SUPPOSE TO SAY YES!!!nevertheless, i' still continuing with the project. Cause..her obvious main concern is the things 'packed in my furniture' In my point of view i think it is 'hidden"!! hello...we dont go and use the things in my furniture anymore...like Legos and Barbie dolls and stuff toys..loads of them..but i know we cant just throw them away. Don't worry i will be very considerate. I will still ensure that those things will still be hidden somewhere in my room..Unless somethings really useless like..those plastic big bulbs that have absolutley no use..to me..i'm gonna out in the recycle bin. Asyou know, i'm like pretty frank here but still when you read this don't go around telling everyone..
As for now, i've fixed some puzzles that were initially hidden in my furniture and intend to glue them to my wall..Which means i've technically created more storage space to put other things...In case you are pretty blur let me explain. In my furniture i have 2 storage space. And my plan is to take away one storage space (say 1) so i'm left with storage space no. 2. And now my plan is to create as much space in storage space in 2 so as to accomodate the things that were initially in no. 1 get it?
So right..when the time when i really take my furniture apart, my mum wouldnt be so mad cause..her stuff are still stored in my room..I'm not gonna create a mess..but of course my room now is in a mess..but dont worry when the time comes..it will be great! And i wont be sleeping above the table but on the floor where the fan can blow me direct and i as the owner of the room will be happy and satisfied with it.
Well if you know me for some time, my room really never takes the tidy form for very long and come to think of it i think it is because i'm never really satisfied with the arrangement of my room. I mean the furniture has been in the same place since pri 6..7-8 years already..now that is really a long time and all i'm asking is to change the things around to get a new view of things..and a room that will look bigger..look bigger..this is important cause now my room really looks like it needs space!!!!!!!!!! for air to circulate and all..wow..i wrote really long..hmm..now about the choir thingy..seriously, i think i needa stop the YFC concept of people coming down to prac..i mean these are children..those who come for prac in YFC are like in sec school..JC..uni..working..people who are more independant. Haiz...needa think of a plan that can accomodate parents and the children
Monday, July 2, 2007
Reflection
Hebrews 11:1 Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.
I always like kinda know this verse but it is only till now that it touches my heart. As in its meaning takes effect inside of me. Faith is a powerful word. It talks about the future and yet it is exhibited in the present. It takes a leap of courage to have faith. What do you think?
Well, baby is in Taiwan now. And we will have no contact for the next 3 weeks but baby, you will be in my heart. Come back safe.
One thing i'm absolutely glad is that after this Taiwan, this pattern of us leaving each other behind will cease or at least not happen frequent.
Anyway recently i have been having the unable to breathe feeling. Not that my asthma attack is back but i have just been going through the motions of life that i forgot to reflect. Take time to enjoy the moment. The surroundings the work i have done..It is as though i have lost sight of my direction in life. Day to Night and Day to night.
And i read the book waiting for growth. "Busyness does not become holiness. Waiting corrects this. Waiting tunes our hearts, alters our materialistic hunger so that we can walk with the poor and thirsty whom our Lord loves." Something like take time to pause. I mean we are always so busy with deadlines and somehow we ourselves become dead man walking.
Oh and i learnt that we are like a container..and somethings we do drain us and somethings we do fills us. There are somethings we do that make us alive and some that just take our liveliness away..So if work we are doing are draining us, the more we needa do things that makes us feel more alive! Instead of not doing anything having that mentality that i needa save my strength and end up lazing around which have no effect at al and at the end of it all..you feel much more drain than if you had done something to fill you up. But of course rest is imperative too. We definitely needa sleep.
But you know, we sleep not because we are tired. Sleep is actually meant to prepare us for the work ahead for us. Like how farmers plant their seeds in winter..though above the soil nothing is growing but the roots are growing so that when summer and spring comes,it is more abled to spring up into a plant. Our day starts not after we arise from bed but it starts when we go to bed. Rest is to prepare us for more work ahead. yupz! : )
Well hope that after reading this it will be useful to you people. Cause personally, i learnt alot!
I always like kinda know this verse but it is only till now that it touches my heart. As in its meaning takes effect inside of me. Faith is a powerful word. It talks about the future and yet it is exhibited in the present. It takes a leap of courage to have faith. What do you think?
Well, baby is in Taiwan now. And we will have no contact for the next 3 weeks but baby, you will be in my heart. Come back safe.
One thing i'm absolutely glad is that after this Taiwan, this pattern of us leaving each other behind will cease or at least not happen frequent.
Anyway recently i have been having the unable to breathe feeling. Not that my asthma attack is back but i have just been going through the motions of life that i forgot to reflect. Take time to enjoy the moment. The surroundings the work i have done..It is as though i have lost sight of my direction in life. Day to Night and Day to night.
And i read the book waiting for growth. "Busyness does not become holiness. Waiting corrects this. Waiting tunes our hearts, alters our materialistic hunger so that we can walk with the poor and thirsty whom our Lord loves." Something like take time to pause. I mean we are always so busy with deadlines and somehow we ourselves become dead man walking.
Oh and i learnt that we are like a container..and somethings we do drain us and somethings we do fills us. There are somethings we do that make us alive and some that just take our liveliness away..So if work we are doing are draining us, the more we needa do things that makes us feel more alive! Instead of not doing anything having that mentality that i needa save my strength and end up lazing around which have no effect at al and at the end of it all..you feel much more drain than if you had done something to fill you up. But of course rest is imperative too. We definitely needa sleep.
But you know, we sleep not because we are tired. Sleep is actually meant to prepare us for the work ahead for us. Like how farmers plant their seeds in winter..though above the soil nothing is growing but the roots are growing so that when summer and spring comes,it is more abled to spring up into a plant. Our day starts not after we arise from bed but it starts when we go to bed. Rest is to prepare us for more work ahead. yupz! : )
Well hope that after reading this it will be useful to you people. Cause personally, i learnt alot!
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