I haven't given us enough attention to Sweet Heart's birthday haven't I!!!?

When was this? Hmm, it was on his birthday!!! When he turned 24 Years OLD!!! Isn't that OLD!!! No lah sweet heart you are not old. Just maturing in age. Haha. Well, I really hope you did enjoy your birthday although it did not went the way it was suppose to but some parts are in a good way right? Like you saw ME! Am I not your best birthday present? When I initially couldn't meet him, cause of some class, I dropped that module. Cause I was unhappy plus I really don't wanna miss a time like this with sweet heart. Moreover, I don't think I can do well for that module anyway. Opps. I was just weighing the importance and all lah. There is only a certain amount of time and I want to do the things or make sure that the sacrificial is worth it. Like dropping the module is worth it but not celebrating my first birthday with Joshua is not worth it. Haha.

We went to school to collect his present followed by subway in school and then that was about it. Simple. It is the thought that counts. Oh! I made him a birthday card later too, knowing that it will mean so much more than the SK2 stuffs that I got for him. Well, I don't have the photo of it but will take it. It is at his place now. You see, it is the thoguht that counts, the effort that you put in and not the money I put in. In a sense, my handmade card is much more valuable to Joshua than SK2 stuff cause got so much more meaning to it.

Well, I did learn things. And more stuffs about Joshua too.

Erase the past

I have been doing some labeling to my blog posts and there are some post which I'm really tempted to just erase/delete it away and all cause it is just weird. But, I did not in the end. Well, it is part of my past anyway. so, just learn from it ba.

NoKia E71

I think I maybe secretly wanting a E71 haha.. since joshua have been praising it over and over again. Yup, it is really a good handphone I must say. More than a handphone. But well, I gotta say that I do not need a phone like this yet. Perhaps next time. Or when Sweet Heart "Bu yao chong dong" the time then get another phone..then I will snatch it away..Hahaha..No lah. Crazy ah. Im already having 2 phones now. Well, Joshua took this few shots while we were at Mac at East Coast. We went with the purpose of cycling but in the end too late and ended up eating at Mac. Eat and eat and eat. I'm actually putting on weight. Just have the mood to eat when I'm with Joshua. OH NO! If this goes on..w/o exercise i must emphasize I'll become fat gradually. But everything is in control! I'm joining standard charter! 21 KM. You think I can't do it! I'll I'll!!! Try my best to prove it to you that I can. So Both Joshua and I are gonna train. haha..And It means that I can still continue eating!! WEE!!!

Our birthdays

I received a card from Church A Neckless from Miko. I got wear it not to worry on the day you gave it to me i wore it.

Sweet heart celebrated my birthday! He bought the cake and cooked breakfast for me. Isn't he sweet?




Great Thanks to Joshua. And came his birthday a few days later on the 4th september.

We had dinner at subway in school- NUS. Haha, But before that, I took him to NUS track to go to a locker to open up his present. SK2! He had the key. And yup, the SK2 was protected by a 20cent worth of locker. For a day. I wasn't feeling at ease knowing that it was being protected by SK2 but it had to for the surprise to work.
Reminded us of the time when we had our subway while studying in school haha..and ended up watching tv but we did study before that you know.

Will upload more photos. Thank you Joshua for being there with me.

Getting rid of something

Really, I'm getting all too bust and tight with my schedule and I was thinking like how come! Tell you why. Cause of one module that really I do not like it. No attraction to it although I know what is going on with the module. It really feels like the other module I took call performance and popular culture. Is the same feeling. I know Yong Huey understands it. Just that this module is a little better cause I do understand what they are trying to say.

But lets just say that I do not enjoy it. Really. It is worse than history in my opinion. At least there is a story to history though I too do not like the way they think. But there is no story to this. Just process and linking the process up together and just how to say..hmm, at least in business they link up the process and apply what happens then but this is just like dwelling on it and on and on and on..without the application part to life. Is too, I shall say philosophical for me le. Hah! And the readings yup. It is philo-ish. I dont enjoy. And I take super long to finish reading it cause it is just..horrible.

Thai language is different. Though it takes up a lot of my time much more than this but at the end, there is still a sense of satisfaction whereas this is a sense of relief. You know, I learn something that I will use. Get what I mean?

Moreover, i'm thinking, he can go for his bro's wedding celebration and I become deprived in celebrating sweet heart's birthday. Just, something is not right. I will regret in years to come for not celebrating my sweet heart's birthday. It will just be another module or subject i took just like the past don't know how many years of my life studying..

Haha, why am i rumbling about all this stuff. Get to the point. Anyway, I realise that this module is preventing me from enjoying my study and is disrupting my schedule and this is not the first time. I just don't want to dread my thursdays anymore you know. No point pushing myself so hard for a grade which I would not even be happy about. It is so not worth it! So out you Go! Bye Bye! I drop you! haha!

I know it means that next year I will have to take 6 modules again and i will have another W grade. And there too might be a possibility that I may need to take special sem to graduate just in case I can't cope next year too! OH! I think my mum will be like what!!! And Sweet heart wants me to graduate soon too..But. I want to be a happy sweet heart! If not there will always be this thing at the back of my mind is like a nail in the shoe like that..Not suppose to be there.

So I hope you unerstand cause I do. Anyway, I didn't intend to take 6 modules this sem but I took it to try out and that If I can't handle I will just drop and take 6 modules the following semester. That was the plan ma. =)

Wee!!! I'm a happy girl! Yuppie! Lalalalalala...

Happy Birthday Sweet Heart!

Sweet heart! Happy Birthday! I hope that you will have a memorable birthday today. And it is my first celebration with you. Just hope that the things I planned though I know it is not going smooth at all..haha but I will adapt and change according to circumstances. haha..reminds me of praxis, one of the module i took. Muacks! You are a year older! Wee! =)

Back to school

Is monday again! =)
I realise something! Homework is pouring in. Oh NO!
Haha ok take it easy. Just need to finish them. Anyway, looks like it means I will be going to school on Tuesday le just to put myself in the most boring spot and then I should be able to get things done. Yup.

Ok! Time to go to school le. Will blog more about my birthday later perhaps on tuesday too? haha alright then. gotta go! Need to prepare for 2 tutorials today!

Wee!