I need a massage chair definitely for my house. Once I have the cash. HAH!
I'm aching everywhere. Oh man...
How how? I just want to lie down and just relax.
Well, have been pretty busy, will continue to be busy and even more. I don't see the workload coming down but think it is gonna maintain at this or even heavier.
And it is gettin gharder to protect my weekends, with my no study, no school stuff rule on weekends. Cause now if I do that, haha, I will not be able to catch up with all the things le. Anyway, I'm glad that I finish some heavy stuff, but right now i'm having a headache. So I'm taking time off to blog instead of starring at the books which I have been doing for the past few hours.
Man I'm hardworking!!! APPLAUSE PLEASE!!!!
I'm so proud of myself! I can't believe it! Haha. Thank you thank you!!!
Still I managed to get bits and pocket of time to enjoy and spend time with my family and Joshua. Wah but then really, a bit tiring for me. Like on Sunday, Mummy and dajie so wanna play MJ and they were like very fast one. And Stuff, So I joined them though I was freaking tired. I could collapse. And I just anyhow play lah. Luckily, I did win to make up for Joshua's losses. So in the end we lost 1 buck. And I'm so thankful that it was over. haha. Really. After that i really wanna go sleep sleep but then they wanna have dinner so, we went to hougang there, near my grandma place to eat, so that da jie and mummy can have another round of MJ with my aunts..They really have stamina. Well, I bet I have it too but because of the late night due to shoot of clubbing scenes and have to wake up early for church..yup. I'm so glad that we rested after that. Kind of. Still not as tiring as having to use your mind. My mind is now like on minimal mode and auto. Man my shoulders ache. I think I need the paste paste thing for the ache since I have no one to massage me.
Anyway, for all of you Jia you! What do you think? You are year 3! Of course you are busy lah. haha. Well, is really crazy to try to do well. I feel that the way uni life is NUTS. Why? Is like for you to excel, you can just almost forget about having your social life. But I want my social life. So I shall do what I can with having my social life and study my best, do the work I need to do. Yup!!! =) hehe. I'm still smiling despite all these rubbish. I know I can do it! SMILE!
Ok. Must focus and be happy and make full use of my time and cherish each moment. Tata.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
Announcement! and my gibberish..
Announcement everyone!!! Cheryl is ATTACHED! Cheryl!! you know you know? My younger sister!. Ok the news is 2 days old but is new news to me and i'm like WHAT! who where when why how? And the feedback I got from my mummy is like old news le la see everyday not at home. DOTZ...that is not the point. I'm still finding out what is happening at home what when I have the chance. Hahaha..ok lah but now also like very busy can. super lah. Everytime looking forward to the weekend when I realise that..lots of contradictions lah. Anyway, back to the news. CHERYL IS ATTACHED TO ERIC!!! hmmm..elder sister getting attach sounds normal right but now is like my YOUNGER sister, a sister who is younger than me gets attached. wah seh! Is a totally whole new feeling. I don't know why but I really like the idea of people getting together, always wanting to know how they get together and stuff. I feel happier. This is so exciting!!! It makes me happy! Don't mind me. haha. =)
My thoughts just stopped.
Must be the overworkload. You know the way you do too much to your computer, it just hangs. Yup, my brain was blank for a moment.
Ok. I know, I got lots of assignments to do no matter how often I do them. It just keeps coming. Good JOB! GOOD JOB SCHOOL! for making me always having things to do. Congratulations! I'm really happy for you but can you just give me like a oneday breather! To let the world go by and for me to rest. I super need to rest and take it slow. I'm like always on the move. Even while writing this, I feel the need to write like super fast. Cause I still got work. WHY YOU! SLAP YOU!!!! Really. This is not funny. I need my time. MY TIME! to reflect.
You know while doing projects and work that involves reflecting, I really don't think that is true reflection. Is so...what the lecturer wants, what is this about. We don't actually reflect it upon ourselves right? Do we? Doesn't that loses its meaning? I want to pause.
My thoughts just stopped.
Must be the overworkload. You know the way you do too much to your computer, it just hangs. Yup, my brain was blank for a moment.
Ok. I know, I got lots of assignments to do no matter how often I do them. It just keeps coming. Good JOB! GOOD JOB SCHOOL! for making me always having things to do. Congratulations! I'm really happy for you but can you just give me like a oneday breather! To let the world go by and for me to rest. I super need to rest and take it slow. I'm like always on the move. Even while writing this, I feel the need to write like super fast. Cause I still got work. WHY YOU! SLAP YOU!!!! Really. This is not funny. I need my time. MY TIME! to reflect.
You know while doing projects and work that involves reflecting, I really don't think that is true reflection. Is so...what the lecturer wants, what is this about. We don't actually reflect it upon ourselves right? Do we? Doesn't that loses its meaning? I want to pause.
Monday, October 20, 2008
Friday, October 17, 2008
Just when I thought it is the weekends.
Haha. the weekends are here once again! And i just forced myself to complete a essay I need to hand up on monday. Sorry, haven't been blogging in awhile. I miss blogging too you know. There is hardly time for me to blog with all the work pouring in. POURING! Heavily. Give you an example? Hmm, LIke on monday, I'm to hand up a marketing essay, Tuesday, Thai homework. Wednesday, Thai Comprehension and composition. Friday, Thai Composition and my part of project report. WoW!!!! That's alot. Ok, one at a time. Must be peaceful and have rest in my heart while I'm doing it for me to have a good week ahead. Yuppie! I finish you stupid Marketing essay!!!!! HAHA!!! Ok, if I do want to make more improvements I will. But at the back of my head today, I know that if I don't finish tonight like by tonight, I will have problem managing every other thing le. Plus tml I have a Praxis rehearsal to attend at 9am. Why is school so far away?? Can't it be like a 10 min walk? I wouldn't mind at all. Also, I just realise I have ti rush down for prac for piano tml too! at 1230pm. And then, I really wanna sleep le. Like right now. Wee! I'm so loving it. Hahahaha. yeah right. But Just telling myself to be happy doing it. WEE!!! Then I can get through this period, which I don't expect it to end any time soon with ease. =)
GOOD NIGHT!
GOOD NIGHT!
Monday, October 6, 2008
SweetSweet Day
Yesterday. I want to talk about yesterday.
It was a Sunday. I had project meeting for today's marketing presentation. Well, the teacher said that it was pretty good. No worries. But the previous assignment was quite bad. So now, I gotta do 2 more to make up for the bad grades. So won't get so affected.
Anyway, Joshua was real thoughtful. And went out of the way, and had to wake up earlier just to fetch me to school. Like I do not mind going to school myself, but in order to let me have more sleep, he offered to fetch me to school! And after that fetch me again after my project meeting, for lunch together at beach road and then for my facial. Which took much longer than I thought. And the pimples for my face were probably due to stress and my hair as claimed by them. Then again, it may be true. Cause, I feel asleep while the mask was on my face and when I woke up the first thing that came to mind was what is the time now! Must wake up go to school! then..Wait what day is it today. I actually thought that I was at home and after thinking through where I was and get up to pace with the current time, I realise I was having facial and no wonder my face was cold. And now, I pin my hair up too!
And then, while I was having facial, Joshua, took the time to buy his car some stuffs and plan a mini surprise for me. With a rose, and food for picnic and a fan! Just for me. A fan just for me!
ok. I'm so sorry for letting you wait for me. I should always set a like extra hour next time.
I feel really fortunate. Went to ECP to get Wasabi shaker fries again. It has been everyday! Oh no! And then had picnic in the car beside the beach. Pretty near the beach lah. Got scene and stuff. And just lie on his shoulders. I like to lie on his shoulders. There is this sense of comfort and security.
Of course and also the way Joshua will go out of the way just for me. Which was really sweet. I must be blind if I don't appreciate it.
Come night, Joshua helped fix up the fan he bought for me which was really good. I had a good sleep last night for once. It has been a long time since I got a really good sleep. Cooling and all. No wonder I'm always tired. Cause I haven't been sleeping properly. And today I woke up at 9.59am. Just a min before my alarm ring and I have to get off the bed and head to school. I slept well because of the fan Joshua bought and set up for me. Thank you Joshua. Thank you so so much.
As for claris, I find that she is getting more and more short and hot tempered. No matter how stress studying is or whatever, really should not push her until like that and change the way she treate people especially me! No wonder it says that it is better to live in a desert than to live with a angry person. It really makes sense. Just as long as she keeps the room clean. Just clean, like when I come back and will feel good to be back home. You know..
It was a Sunday. I had project meeting for today's marketing presentation. Well, the teacher said that it was pretty good. No worries. But the previous assignment was quite bad. So now, I gotta do 2 more to make up for the bad grades. So won't get so affected.
Anyway, Joshua was real thoughtful. And went out of the way, and had to wake up earlier just to fetch me to school. Like I do not mind going to school myself, but in order to let me have more sleep, he offered to fetch me to school! And after that fetch me again after my project meeting, for lunch together at beach road and then for my facial. Which took much longer than I thought. And the pimples for my face were probably due to stress and my hair as claimed by them. Then again, it may be true. Cause, I feel asleep while the mask was on my face and when I woke up the first thing that came to mind was what is the time now! Must wake up go to school! then..Wait what day is it today. I actually thought that I was at home and after thinking through where I was and get up to pace with the current time, I realise I was having facial and no wonder my face was cold. And now, I pin my hair up too!
And then, while I was having facial, Joshua, took the time to buy his car some stuffs and plan a mini surprise for me. With a rose, and food for picnic and a fan! Just for me. A fan just for me!
ok. I'm so sorry for letting you wait for me. I should always set a like extra hour next time.
I feel really fortunate. Went to ECP to get Wasabi shaker fries again. It has been everyday! Oh no! And then had picnic in the car beside the beach. Pretty near the beach lah. Got scene and stuff. And just lie on his shoulders. I like to lie on his shoulders. There is this sense of comfort and security.
Of course and also the way Joshua will go out of the way just for me. Which was really sweet. I must be blind if I don't appreciate it.
Come night, Joshua helped fix up the fan he bought for me which was really good. I had a good sleep last night for once. It has been a long time since I got a really good sleep. Cooling and all. No wonder I'm always tired. Cause I haven't been sleeping properly. And today I woke up at 9.59am. Just a min before my alarm ring and I have to get off the bed and head to school. I slept well because of the fan Joshua bought and set up for me. Thank you Joshua. Thank you so so much.
As for claris, I find that she is getting more and more short and hot tempered. No matter how stress studying is or whatever, really should not push her until like that and change the way she treate people especially me! No wonder it says that it is better to live in a desert than to live with a angry person. It really makes sense. Just as long as she keeps the room clean. Just clean, like when I come back and will feel good to be back home. You know..
Friday, October 3, 2008
I have a secret to share.
You should really see Sweet Heart when he sees his shaker fries!!!His whole face lights up! Like ting ting!!!
Well, there are some stuff that makes him ting ting ting. Like driving his car and drinking..they do brighten up his face sometimes... And just lightens his day, brightens his day. I do wish that when he sees me or whenever he sees me, his face too will brighten like ting ting ting!!! Sweet heart will definitely see this. Hmm, he keeps on asking me, what will make me feel most loved and that I will appreciate it. I'm thinking. And finally I know what will make me feel most loved. And that is to see Joshua's face brightens up whenever he sees me. That i'm the cause of it.
That same scene. That kept playing in my head repeatedly. When my granddad's face brightens up when he opens the door and welcomes me when I was a kid. That is the only scene of our time together and that was the only love we had that I remember. It speaks much. Just in my memories. I miss you much.
Well, there are some stuff that makes him ting ting ting. Like driving his car and drinking..they do brighten up his face sometimes... And just lightens his day, brightens his day. I do wish that when he sees me or whenever he sees me, his face too will brighten like ting ting ting!!! Sweet heart will definitely see this. Hmm, he keeps on asking me, what will make me feel most loved and that I will appreciate it. I'm thinking. And finally I know what will make me feel most loved. And that is to see Joshua's face brightens up whenever he sees me. That i'm the cause of it.
That same scene. That kept playing in my head repeatedly. When my granddad's face brightens up when he opens the door and welcomes me when I was a kid. That is the only scene of our time together and that was the only love we had that I remember. It speaks much. Just in my memories. I miss you much.
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