first day in school!

hey!!!i'm back!hahaha..ok anyway, i think is time to update my blog again! today is my first day of school..ended le..just go for lectures..nothing much to do fo rthe first week. so now i'm in the central library blogging..haha. with patricia. so she is like sending me the wakeboarding photos to me now. like NOW!! Still waiting. In the meanwhile, i'll post some pictures that we took with kry, sw, jenna and dawn. Just wondering why..how come we like haven't meet up like as a group where everyone is present. Then gonna meet them tonight! but sw not in singapore. See..another not so successful met up. nvm, at least the majority came right? yup!



this picture looks good right?!!!dawn and patricia.

And patricia treated all of us to 60cents icecream!!yummy!!..actually, it just taste normal lah. But just that eating together with friends is better..

dawn, me and Jenna!

dawn, patricia and me!

And here is the next outing we had...with sw, pat, me, kry and dawn. Jenna didn't come cause she sick..so poor thing. got some viral rash. right jenna??anyway, we met at J8 for lunch. not at MOS burger though. we just sat there. didn't order anything.



us making funny face.

us looking good.

We ate at ding tai feng! Dawn only came later..yar. why?! cause she was at orchard with meiqing that's why..

Happy Birthday..

Happy Belated Birthday to Joshua. His birthday was yesterday and i hope he had a good chat with holland yesterday..Happy Birthday to Leroy's dad. His birthday is today..and today is National Day too!!!Joshua jia you for the parade! maybe i will get to see him on t.v today. wahaha..

Anyway, i know i havent blog on the YFc 50th anniversary thing yet and the wake boarding but i dont want to cause i dont have the pictures yet..i wanna everything down together...

Then met the girls yesterday for lunch..Patricia forgot to burn the pictures on a cd..haiz..if not i can blog about the wakeboarding..wah lao..she only pay 60 bucks knoe..for so much longer but what to do, i had to leave early for the dance..anyway..i finally got the EP mission thing over and done with like finally..yesterday..after a long detour..expensive and tiring detour. AND which is ridiculous lah. i can't believe that i can be so blur!!! hate it when it happens. ARGH!!! to cut the story short, i was at Bishan. Assumed that i had to pay the thingy at Queenstown mrt there where the talk was held but no..the office in charge was at princep street. dotz..can't believe it and it never hit me that the address for the talk held and the office addresses are different!!!! shucks lah!! but the main point is that..i got it over and done with after much perserverence. YES!!!!!! wahahaha...so glad! yuppie!!! you have no idea..after much travelling, bus, mrt and on foot...the joy of getting it done.

ANyway, now still got the windshimes. seriously, i'm thinking who is such genius to come up with such an idea!!!make windchimes..haiz..and the culprit is me. WHY WHY!! making one is satisfying making 2 is still ok. making 3 is getting a little tiring..making 4, the joy of making just starts to vanish..the 5th..and you are thinking how many more..the 6th..AHHH!!! the 7th, who come up with this idea!!! plus right..although currently i'm at the number 13th, 4 of them is spoilt. just one error spoils thw whole thing..haiyoh..then yesterday as IZ was checking my computer..cause got virus...i was like i'm not going to do handicraft again!! and he warned me about what i was saying..yar, the history thingy..i promise myself to not take history when i was in sec 2 and in the end a'level, i also dunno why, i took history!!!maddness!!!then i promise myself again and in the end in NUS i took 2 history modules..so..you know..me telling myself not doing it again doesn't realy work..but i kinda do it again...is just me. ok but still, i'm not going to be so crazy next time to come up with such an idea. yupz. ok lunch time! then back to the windchimes!

this is the day my mum finally stepped into my room.

Phew! got no lecture from my mum or anything for taking my furniture apart. lol..YES! whahahaha..initially, she was staring in the room in shock! then of course she questioned me about the toys how i accomadate them blah blah blah. And the most important thing is that everything that is suppose to be in my room is still in my room. that's why i didnt get a scolding. yupz. and then we went to IKEA for lunch. My treat. we ate 10 swedish meatballs, 6 chicken wings, and salmon..eat until bloated man..shouldn't have ordered so much! oh! my school is starting soon!!!! oh nono!

i think i needa make a list of things i needa accomplish before my school starts.

1: ProjectRoom.
2: Repair camera.
3: Print school notes
4: Revise thai 1 and 2.

Seperated Parents.

I've no iea what that man is thinking! i'm so angry with him. cheryl you go pass this to papa. Go tell your father...blah blah blah. And you hear, dad: "don't bother me!" and mum: "why are you like that?!"

does it sounds familiar to you? Well these are the words my mum and dad's 'conversation' and seriously i think that is no conversation at all! why? because they are not even communicating! And today's outing heartland pizza hut..i'm like trying to make small talk but to no avail. is it really possible for a couple to stay under the same roof, sleep on the same bed and not communicate at all?! man! i think both of them really needs counselling. i mean the mum and dad i remembered in the past, (still holding my milk bottle) was much more loving, fun and caring. dad picking clothes for mum and all and the reason why i remembered that scene so strongly is because at that moment i told myself i wanna be like them! fortunate couple. now..it is a whole different story. i definitely do not want to be like them.
Is there any couples who are like in their 60s, 70s 80s even 90s who are still loving? can anyone tell me? Is there?

i don't know cause now, the feelings i get from my parents is more of responsibilities rather than love. Worst still, they draw a boundary for their responsibilities! Just like today. Kids=shared responsibilities. dad: works for income, mum: everything that goes on in the house..except his computer DO NOT TOUCH!

Just what had happen to them? i don't understand! what happen? you mean just one day..and suddenly, i don't wish to love you anymore? surely it is a progress and it still can be saved. i mean after all the experiences, the wedding, the vows..the dates they had..laughter and joy..where is it? i really do hope that my parents were still like the past. that memory i still hold. like hello!!!!! you are affecting the kids here! although you think you are not!!!!

Just really wonder what's going on in their relationship.

LIKE today. thr ceiling was leaking. and i told mummy about it and mum told dad about it and he said..yes that's right "don't bother me!" and did not take a look if it was serious. anyway it wasnt the first time the ceiling leak. and so, my mum rebuked him.."why are you like that?!" and mum comes to complain to the children. blah blah blah. And we were going out to eat..

Me: so where are we eating?
Mum: I've no idea what that man is thinking. Go ask your father yourself.

not the exact sentence but these words were used ok. THAT MAN! i'm like that man? he is your husband!And what were you thinking when the both of you got married? i'm marrying that man!!! oh man!

Anyway, we were waiting for dad to come down..blah blah blah and suddenly, dad told me to drive!!

i'm was shocked and unexpected hmm, today is my first time driving..and now..driving my dad's car since i pass. i hvae no idea but i went for it. Cheryl and Claris took out their camera phones to video it. haha. first time driving once in a life time. But just the starting part. and i drove to heartland mall. i felt more nervous than the test ok!! oh and i didnt park the car sorry to disappoint you but there were cars behind us and the way we learn parking is what? with poles..that's why..

So ate pizza hut, cold storage buy stuffs..etc..COme back home, he drove. it was dark then. can see my dad really wanted to go home. Reached home..all of us carried the stuffs into the house, he opened the door...didn't carry anything. i can think of only 2 reasons so far. 1: is he not a man? 2: He is insecure and is contemplating if he should be helping out. My guess? i'm not sure. But some people really do belong to reason number 2.

And so claris, cheryl, mum and i packed..blah blah blah...AND THEN..

Claris: "hey do you hear leaking?"

Man! it sounded more like raining lah coming from the 3rd story. The ceiling was raining!!!stunned for awhile. i mean, he ceiling not only crack but it was like coming off! Thank God this leaking thing is not in my dajie or my room if not..is gonna be much more difficult to clean up..it was just outside our rooms..the black table was wet the floor was wet and the water was flowing down the stairs to the 1sy storey. Grabbed pails and towels and clean and all my dad did was went to take a look at it and went back to his room..continue his show. HELLO!!!!!!i know we are young and healthy and dad is older and may accidentally slip and fall.........
Finally stop the rain by switching the main tap off. so after claning up, we got no water to bathe! ARgh! so smart only got little bit of water left when i switch on the tap to wash my face. then now, apply powder. sianz..haha..if it was me i will be panicking around the whole house looking fotr the main tap that supply our waters..hmm, but where is it ah? i still dont know. better go find out in case..next time it happens again and mum dad not at home then die liao.

then cheryl, claris and i after the cleaning up, sat at the table..rest rest. then mum came along..and according to her testimony....dad blamed her for not getting it fixed instead of going out..

okok, my fault i drove the whole family out for dinner but dad you gave me the keys!

and mum was like just now i ask him to see then he dont. and as a architect he should know better. then he don;t see. then the ceiling just leaking only what tml then call the person come repair lah! right? then he blame me. so my fault lah!! blah blah blah. What do you want me to do? you think i like cleaning up the messs ah?

mum, what do you want us to do? i mean shouldn't you be telling dad what you are telling us? of course we know that you dont like cleaning up the mess..

i told her that it is really just between you and dad. and she said so you also think is my fault lah. haiz, maybe i should just say it is not her fault straight. that is what she ultimately wants to hear right?

so i said no. but the thing is just between you and papa. wonder when they can solve theri differences and all. really just wonder. like what am i suppose to do? invite family for dance, dad dont come..at least he use to come for the illuminate when i sing and the lamour eternel event my church plan for couples. Windchaser. One more coming..ok bah so this ends my night.

No shower. blogging..about tonight. what's wrong with my dad?

Oh have you realize my da jie is not mention here? well, that's because she is taking a plane tonight to australia with her boyfriend. Holiday before school starts. yupz. Safe journey!!! : )

wakeboarding part 1.

Oh! hehe is sunday already so fast! time just 'swoosh' by! wakeboarding and 3 performances really takes up all my energy. so i'm like pretty tired..hehe..you get what i mean? well, since i'm not fully charged up yet, i guess i will just have to talk only about the wake boarding for now.

It is freaking expensive!!!!50 bucks! for just a few attempt. but the most importing is that i manage to get up on the first try. and of course the next thing you know..splash into the salt water. Yucks! really salty!

Initially, i was really scared..cause when you bang into the water, it looks and is really unexpected and sudden! hmm, i think that's why my left side of my neck still aches. i'm serious!

Maybe i should just start from morning ba. I gave Patricia morning cal at 7a.m and thanks to me..she is not late! right Pat? and pat to tell you the truth..i went back to sleep. lol. cause right cause right my plan was to wake up at 730 in the first place! but you gotta wake up at 7 cause you sta further from sengkang mah..so as a good friend, i put 2 alarms. one at 7 to give you morning call. one at 730 for me to wake up! so if you interpret it in another way, i', a good friend! you know how difficult is it to..just wake up tired and still have to dial the number and actually talk! and pat was just like mm..mmm...mm...
and i'm like you better wake up ok! dont go to sleep!!!wake up wake up!!
Needs energy to say that ok! you think very easy meh?lol.

so...i reach the latest for breakfast with dawn and pat but i did reach at 830..ok 835. then i go press money first to pay for the wakeboarding..expensive. such an expensive sport. cant it be like swimming? 80 cents..okok i know. still gotta pay the coach, the boat that pulls us around the once in a life time experience and thrill..for me at least is once in a life time. For those rich people!!!!means nothing to them. it is like swimming to them. Old chunkey.(hmm, did i spell it right?)

then..noel came followed by joy and isabel. Noel not close to her, joy and isabel dunno who..then came late so we start the wakeboarding late. so in the end, i had to chiong cab to singapore conference hall for dance rehearsal and the real show. haiz. so really spend a lot of money and still late!!!!! feel really bad lah. really guilty. and i had already allowed allowance for me to take mrt and not be late..nvm. lets talk about the fun part.

OH! i dont have the pictures. but patricia is gonna pass to me on wednesday...so, i think wednesday then i continue about the wakeboarding ba. is a once in a life time...so must make more posts on it right! hehe..

plus i'm like really tired. yesterday's performance..end late, sleep, next thing you know...ah! morning liao.

Wakeboarding!

I'm going wakeboarding tml!!!!tell you all about it eh like on saturday? no sunday. the next 2 days is gonna be busy like crazy!!!! Dance schedule..mainly. anyway, i'm really surprised how fast pat and i decided to go for wake boarding tml. oh man! and is tml morning! so gonna sleep..won't be blogging until sunday to tell you about everything..so yupz!

Miss you babe even in the midst of my busy schedule. Missing you.

ARGH!

Freaking tired! Have been dealing with the skin of the blog. so i kinda like make the blog private for the past 2 days? Anyway i think it looks much better le..any comments about it? Just tell me the good news. i don't think i wanna do anything about it for the time being..yar. if not, i won't be spending time blogging which is the main point right? so enjoy! Oh Oh Oh! and i fixed the archives problem!!!! irritating. there was this lingering ' <./.div.>.' (and i can't even post the exact word up..)thingy that's why it spills over the page! just needa get rid of it and it is ok!! YES!!!! i'm happy now!

although i still wanna improve it some more but i think i really am just tired. OH! and school is starting! soon. but i think i'm going to school next morning to zap my notes and stuff! start early so when school term starts then i wouldn't be so busy!

Yuppie! Iz is taking complementary medicine w me! yes!!!but why the hack am i taking a science module? remember when i was in secondary school..i so wanted to drop chemistry..science. and now? what am i taking? gosh...i can never make up my mind! what's wrong with me? then now that i'm in arts faculty, i just hate doing arts and social science stuff..well you know they always say, the grass is always greener on the other side. lol.